Going through the toughest part of my life now. Yes growing up.
People leaving, Losing somethings is a normal sign of this phase of life.

Because people change.

 

I gotta change my mindset. Live by my age, not just following my likes alone.
Because life simply does not rewind for each and every living on earth.
I've got to be easily adapting to different situation.

 

Received my PSLE results. Did not do as well as i expected.
Neither did i do as badly as i expected myself to do.

Because of this, my mom keeps ranting on it for several days.
And you know that kinda feeling you get nag at? Plus "pouring cold water at you"?

It's not like i wanna get this kinda result. If i could, of course i would wanna achieve better.

Yet and because of this, my "clique" are all or mostly going to different school.
Each our own seperate ways. Not sure if it's good or bad. Hopefully we don't just end here, maybe?

But on the brighter side, I get to start afresh and get to make new friends in this new phase of life, as a young teenager. No more neglection by friends, no more kiddish saga. I get to  see different side of people.

 

Because I am really sick of people(like my close friends who grew up with me) neglecting me for someone else. Be it fame, or just a wider friend circle.
What i need is someone who really will walk through the next phase of life with me to a young adult.

Maybe what my sister said was right, the younger generation now are getting more and more abhorrent, ignorant and lewd.